Friday, March 20, 2009

excitement needed. urgent.


very boring... very empty.. repeating the same process everyday. cannot tahan d.

wat's in my mind? nothing at all..completely blank..tis is not the way to live life, not my life.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

worst feeling

i've been barraged by problems lately. and to get even worse, my bad lucks affect others who are close. 2day in college i see carmen a.k.a Ah Neh using a tongkat and in pain while going down the stairs.hope she recover soon, so tat she can take order again.. :) very thirsty la..haha..
then i hang out with my fren, Ah Lun at nite. he lost his wallet including his ic,atm card,car license,money while yumcha-ing with me. i suggested the place. haix!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to make matter worse, he lost his directions home from my house. without his wallet, with only rm10 with him,paid a rm5+ toll,more tolls to come,not enuff money to pay toll, phone no credit, not familiar with Pj road. wat can i do? he say he doesnt where he is now. yea, NOW!!!!!! while i'm bloggin here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK weih~ i just keep callin him...
just called, and he said he is safe now,he reach somewhere he knows. fuh~~ relieve~~~~
gonna call again soon.
sigh~ i really am a black star...might as well be a lone star. a star who does not shine.

but i'm totally aware tat emo cannot take me anywhere.. even my AH Lun lost his way, he still managed to find his way out.. was it unnessasarry(malas wanna spell la) worry? but really fuckin fucnkin fuckin worry..haix... wait ah~ call him again 1st..

he reached home d. wat a marathon. thank god. now only he asking me to send him rm3 credit to his 017. =.= zzzzzzz... i din even know his 017 is digi.. really noob. tell la earlier...haix!! lucky he wont read tis blog.. haha

last thing i wanna say is i have terrible hair loss.. real kawkaw.. i dunwanna put da pic cuz it might scare ppl.. sigh... tis 1 i really sked.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

music saves lifes.

i'm facing alot of problems lately. well, to be precise, it all came 2day. lucky i got good frenz to talk to. the stress was almost unbearable. lucky i learned how 2 play guitar. i'm capable of producing sound which can sooth my mind abit. yea, i can only play easy-to-play melody. but who cares, as long as it is nice and soothing.
once, a guitar player told me, there are differences in liking to listen to music than liking to produce music. tis is a huge factor of becoming a guitarist. bla bla bla bla.. he talked alot, too much i din remember most of it...tat time i were not into guitars yet.
huh? wat m i typing? sigh...i'm fuckin outta my mind. i just typed out watever in my mind.
i'm apologize to any1 who reads tis piece of crap of mine. liverpool vs real madrid match starting. time to watch and hope for liverpool to lose. 'u will never walk alone?' bullshit la.. i see when they lose they all walk off on their own.. pathetic team.. hahahahaha Arsenal rulez~!

nothing will be good if everything went smooth










nothing much wanna say. life just keeps on going.i went genting on saturday and sunday. after genting trip, i were boomed by examinations result 2day. 4 fails, which is totally no good. i need to re-sit a total 6 subjects for my last sem of final year which sux. somemore 6 x rm80= ? haix malas wanna count. yea i know.. chill rite?