Expose-sive!

horoscope hari ini

2009-10-20T06:05:00.000-07:00

Embrace new people today, even if you're feeling a little aloof. It's almost certain that at least one new person today proves to be extremely important in the near future, and you can't afford to pass that up!

its 9pm now..while waitin for my food to be cooked..i saw tis horoscope..
only 3 more hours to meet tis 'new people'.
any1 can intro ma??

achievements.

2009-10-20T03:13:00.000-07:00

Welcome Mr. CHEW JIA JUN
Name
CHEW JIA JUN
Reg. Number
07WHD07409
I/C Number
890208-10-5387
Course
DIPLOMA IN MASS COMMUNICATION (ADVERTISING)
Result
AHMC2114 MALAYSIA: CULTURAL & RELIGIOUS PRACTICES C

AHMC2864 COMMERCIAL DESIGN C

Remarks
Date of Release
20 OCTOBER 2009

2009-10-14T16:00:00.000-07:00

one can lie to all the people at only sometime,

one can also lie to some people all the time,

but one cannot lie to all the people all the time.

2009-10-13T18:11:00.000-07:00

living a relaxing single life now. nothing much to worry about.

banyak bagus. i do watever i wan whenever i wan.

my short-term target will be spending next year's valentine's day being single again.

wahhahahahha....oh yea, i never celebrated valentines..hahahahha

my english gotten worse d..fark man.. furgut ow thu spell words alredi..grammars oso qot alot mistakes. damn!

2009-10-10T11:10:00.000-07:00

friends i dun have many..
good friends are all i have..
quality over quantity..
edmund is in a relationship now..
hope to attend their wedding 1 day..
teehee..

me? i'm a gay.
yea.
a gay-go-lucky person.
financial hasnt been a prob lately..
teehee..
can afford to eat charkoawteow everyday for 2 weeks straight.
tuuubaaaboooommm!!!

study smart work hard

2009-10-06T03:07:00.000-07:00

to do list:
1. earn money
2. search for a new college
3. build body (no1 gonna think tis is funny) :p
4. stretch it longer.. er.. i mean my fingers (serious)

olympus mju tough 6000

2009-09-12T14:10:00.000-07:00

3m waterproof
1.5 jatuh proof
-10 degrees sejuk proof
10 megapixels,28mm widescreen gua
rm999, price can be negotiated
ini camera baik punya.
buy camera free my contact number..
wahhaha..
tats wat i say to my customers.. lol

arhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-26T15:29:00.000-07:00

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the end is just the beginning

2009-08-24T13:47:00.000-07:00

i've lost my phone together with my 016 simcard. my new number is 0183677358. currently got no appointment yet. haha.. 1st come 1st serve basis of cuz, but ladies always 1st. i've lost quite a number of contacts. please send me ur number if interested.

regards,
Jun

H1N1 Awareness Post

2009-08-11T13:51:00.000-07:00

most of us laugh at ppl who wear mask, lookin down on them, saying tat they are scare to make an appointment with the death god. wrong! all wrong! we are wrong! h1n1 are striking like a storm even in m'sia. prevention is a must. i kena 8 symthoms of h1n1 last week, fever,cough,flu,muscle ache, vomit, diahoerr ,headache. did i miss anything? yea. dizzyness. headache is sakit kepala while dizzyness means pening kepala. remember lorr.. luckily for me i survive my sickness. i *suffered for a week+. just wanna **R.I.P.I.H. so my dear readers and frenz, take care of ur own health, get a mask if possible, if u guys get buy 1 free 1 mask then can giv 1 to me. hehe.. seriously,we dunwan h1n1! we hate h1n1! we fuck h1n1! h1n1 fuck off! fucking killer! cb punya babi! if every1 dun eat pork maybe can solve tis problem? hehe..

definition: *suffered like in -18 floors of hell
** rest in peace in heaven

do not read. it's all crap.

2009-05-17T15:15:00.000-07:00

i fat d..really sad.. used to be so handsome and thin..now look so bulat..haix.. my appetite has gone up drastically.. every sat, i whack 4 bungkus of nasi lemak and 1 chee cheong fun large..haix.. jump also cant jump high d.. basketball board also cant reach.. haix... sad sad...

ppl say i good in snooker.. fact is, i invested and suffered alot b4 i reach tis level.. ppl dunno wat i've been through,they never understand..no 1 did.. i have absolutely no talent in snooker, fact is my accuracy is very very low.. it is all bout investment and hardwork(?). played for 8 years and only tis kind of standard. teruk~

basketball pula? teruk.. as i said, i have no accuracy.. i'm only so-so after playin for 5 years. 5 years, yes. in tat 5 years, when i played well, no 1 praises me. when i made mistake, i kena fuck like hell.. lost a game, i kena blame.. at least now, my shooting accuracy has improved and capable of contributing.. wahahhahaha

nothing comes easy.. now my target is to improve my guitar playing.. creating music is sweet..but dunno need how many years la..

money is the 1st priority now.. earn money, spend money, waste money.. anything sweeter than tat? i cant think of anything else other than free money.. ahaha.. next year 8th of feb i wanna go genting whack jackpot.. rm100,000 jackpot shud be enuff for my 21st present..

oh man~ i talking bout myself again. tat's section A.

Section B: FRIEND

went out with Darren Gan 2day.. he is the nicest guy i've even known. i owe him alot..
to waikit and weipin..happy belated birthday to u guys. i know i wished late but i don't think they care once they get their prezzie. human mind is so predictable. hoohoo
me and tongvern went to the unforeseen place again. then we had beer,chill, talk balls. he is the only 1 i can look for. well, i mean at 3-4 am.. i think i'm selling my binoculars away.. sigh~

haix.. later also dunno do wat.. damn relaxing and boring. no money is the main factor for wat i'm feeling right now. awww.. damn i'm talking bout myself again. it's 6.45 right now, i guess i shud sleep b4 the sun appears. goodnite wonderful world.

a moment with GAMBIT

2009-05-17T11:47:00.001-07:00

just me and myself or my frenz and me?

2009-05-12T12:51:00.000-07:00

i noticed tat most of my post is about myself.. yea, it's my blog, why all about me? cant i write bout my frenz? if i write wrongly bout my frenz, will they think tat i judge them? why all these questions? shud i study psychology? wat do people think when they read these? why put question mark? where is the answer? why u all readin these? thanks for reading.

My blog visitor.

CCK - 6638 for life. handphone number and car no. plate
HamsapSeng - main supplier for "comedy" videos in handphone via bluetooth
carmen neh - full time pencari masalah. part time work in mamak.
Chan Wai Kit - myfren with his myvi
Noodle - jam mate yang lembab. tapi jam hebat.
David Tan - currently called david. used to be jimmy.
Edmund Chia - wants to be bad boy but his look betrayed him. :(
Wei Pin - studyin and workin for SEGI college at the same time.
Jonathan Foo - "girls~ 1st come 1st serve," he said. no 1 came for 20 years.
Wong Wai Kit - by any chance if ur reading tis, i wan to tell u tat my hp no credit.
Grace - it seems tat she knows how to stop, drop and pop locks.
Pui Wen - check all her flying colours result with her blue eyes.
JiaJia - 冷雨夜 <--- his post is all these kind of writing which i do not understand.
Travis - a big fan it seems
tong vern - secrets are to be kept.
Jia Jun - "i don't who else to write la. mostly i refer to my chatbox. some i assume they read my blog," he said. "i wanna take a nap adee la," he added. "sometime i really don't know why i post crap and i dont really enjoy doing it," he concluded with a bored lookin expression.

2009-05-11T10:02:00.000-07:00

i dunno weih... i'm tired weih..but cant sleep weih... i dun feel like bloggin weih.. but i got nothing to do weih...i went for beer survey 2day weih.. got rm90 just for the 20min survey weih.. it's all good weih.. goodnite beautiful people.. ahahaha

unforeseen

2009-05-10T13:17:00.000-07:00

i'm currently bloggin in some unforeseen place doing some unforeseen things. and i'm bloggin with the help of an assistant blogger suggesting me the word 'unforeseen'. 2day is really unforeseen. really unforeseen. i had no idea wat the word 'unforeseen' is.. not really sure. really not sure. i had no idea wat 'unforeseen' is and wat i'm typing right now. wat la~

error or terror?

2009-05-02T04:48:00.000-07:00

take 2

take 1

take 1 looks completely fine.take 2 was no good.

yesterday i sakit perut so i hibernated for the whole day til 3am. then at 8-9 am, while watching NBA live, i noticed the sun is shining so brightly just like my future, so i decided to take a pic of the sunlight tat was piercing into my house. was it just me or was there really an skeleton-ized alien? i took tat pic cuz of the non-logical ray of light, i'm sure its not the reflection of sunlight. well, maybe it is.. i don't know. wat u all think?

a story about a handsome bachelor.

2009-05-01T20:19:00.000-07:00

tired of bloggin bout awek. tis is the last post of awek.

i must find my real self b4 getting an awek. which i havent achieve tat yet.

bloggin about awek when have no awek is really laughable. so, no more.

drama surrounds me.

2009-04-27T12:29:00.000-07:00

i have seen many dramas recently.no, not tvb drama, i mean real life drama. to put it simple, there is these words called 'problems' or 'troubles' or 'cucukan dari belakang yang hebat.' malas wanna type much. tmr exam introduction to drama. haix~!!! so many dramas, so dramatic, tmr sit for drama paper, really drama-sive. haix..

the course of advertising. -signing off-

2009-04-24T12:35:00.000-07:00

after wanking diploma of advertising for two years, finally! finally! diploma of advertising is going to pancut~! i expect it is gonna be a very emotional day tmr or later, but for me i guess i dun have the chance to 'celebrate' tis pancutan. cuz i surely gonna come out early from the examination hall. in exam, if u know u know, if u dunno u dunno, it is tat simple. check wat check la finish d just go out only~

somemore tmr kena pakai de DAV shirt. haix. i come out from NS also no feel. laugh all the back to puchong. damn happy. no tears at all.. ahahaha. some might say i cold or no feel. fact is, tat is the fact.

somemore wan say wat leh? erm.... tmr is ccp exam. Creative Campaign dunno wat P stands for. not difficult cuz i studied half d. tat day Commercial Design exam i studied wrong notes, studied ccp til half only realized study wrong notes.. ahahahha.subjects all same name 1.haha. susah-susah dulu, senang senang kemudian. now waiting One Piece manga come out.. ahahhaha... bosannyer~

kawan-kawan se-college sekalian, no need to big-bigkan tis last day 1 la. if got heart still can meet 1. no need cry cry all. if wan cry in public due to breaking up with gf/bf, tis is a good opportunity. no 1 will realize. hehe ciaoz~

oh ya, tmr also not my last day. i still got drama, copywritin and design 1 exam. thinkin bout tis, i think i wanna cry also.

welcome to my life

2009-04-16T13:36:00.000-07:00

my "glorious" moment. =.=

for the exhibition part, i'm over on it.. dun even wanna talk bout it. it was a nightmare. to define how nightmarish it is, it was hell. absolutely horrible. tat will haunt me for life.

for tat part, it's all over. the new chapter isn't all tat good either. sigh~ where's my happy ending? my life is full of climax and losing part.. but i know, at the end of the story, i'l be successful. it's just a matter of time. i know it. cuz a genius doesn't lose all the time. i know, God was showing off when he produced me. mom and dad was proud of me. people admire me. strangers look at me. but girls never come to me.. haha sigh~ masalah besar ni..

problems keep popping up like pop-ups. when people look tru u, as u r invisible, how wud u feel? for me i feel left out. when exams approaches, how wud u feel? well i feel sked on the outside, no sked on the inside. great.

my confidence at its lowest these days. making it very hard to tackle awek. instead,i just tackle guitar. tackle til the fucking string broke. notyet fix it til now.. haiya~!!!

NO EMO AT ALL. emo is for losers. cis~! exam next week no sked at all! tv commercial notyet do? no sked at all! genting assign failed? no sked at all! all also got solutions 1.

wat a bunch of craps i wrote.

3 consecutive days of no-good-ness.

2009-04-04T13:01:00.000-07:00

akan bersambung...

jangan ke mana-mana

excitement needed. urgent.

2009-03-20T12:07:00.000-07:00

very boring... very empty.. repeating the same process everyday. cannot tahan d.

wat's in my mind? nothing at all..completely blank..tis is not the way to live life, not my life.

worst feeling

2009-03-11T10:00:00.000-07:00

i've been barraged by problems lately. and to get even worse, my bad lucks affect others who are close. 2day in college i see carmen a.k.a Ah Neh using a tongkat and in pain while going down the stairs.hope she recover soon, so tat she can take order again.. :) very thirsty la..haha..
then i hang out with my fren, Ah Lun at nite. he lost his wallet including his ic,atm card,car license,money while yumcha-ing with me. i suggested the place. haix!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to make matter worse, he lost his directions home from my house. without his wallet, with only rm10 with him,paid a rm5+ toll,more tolls to come,not enuff money to pay toll, phone no credit, not familiar with Pj road. wat can i do? he say he doesnt where he is now. yea, NOW!!!!!! while i'm bloggin here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK weih~ i just keep callin him...
just called, and he said he is safe now,he reach somewhere he knows. fuh~~ relieve~~~~
gonna call again soon.
sigh~ i really am a black star...might as well be a lone star. a star who does not shine.

but i'm totally aware tat emo cannot take me anywhere.. even my AH Lun lost his way, he still managed to find his way out.. was it unnessasarry(malas wanna spell la) worry? but really fuckin fucnkin fuckin worry..haix... wait ah~ call him again 1st..

he reached home d. wat a marathon. thank god. now only he asking me to send him rm3 credit to his 017. =.= zzzzzzz... i din even know his 017 is digi.. really noob. tell la earlier...haix!! lucky he wont read tis blog.. haha

last thing i wanna say is i have terrible hair loss.. real kawkaw.. i dunwanna put da pic cuz it might scare ppl.. sigh... tis 1 i really sked.

music saves lifes.

2009-03-10T12:21:00.000-07:00

i'm facing alot of problems lately. well, to be precise, it all came 2day. lucky i got good frenz to talk to. the stress was almost unbearable. lucky i learned how 2 play guitar. i'm capable of producing sound which can sooth my mind abit. yea, i can only play easy-to-play melody. but who cares, as long as it is nice and soothing.
once, a guitar player told me, there are differences in liking to listen to music than liking to produce music. tis is a huge factor of becoming a guitarist. bla bla bla bla.. he talked alot, too much i din remember most of it...tat time i were not into guitars yet.
huh? wat m i typing? sigh...i'm fuckin outta my mind. i just typed out watever in my mind.
i'm apologize to any1 who reads tis piece of crap of mine. liverpool vs real madrid match starting. time to watch and hope for liverpool to lose. 'u will never walk alone?' bullshit la.. i see when they lose they all walk off on their own.. pathetic team.. hahahahaha Arsenal rulez~!

nothing will be good if everything went smooth

2009-03-10T04:26:00.000-07:00

nothing much wanna say. life just keeps on going.i went genting on saturday and sunday. after genting trip, i were boomed by examinations result 2day. 4 fails, which is totally no good. i need to re-sit a total 6 subjects for my last sem of final year which sux. somemore 6 x rm80= ? haix malas wanna count. yea i know.. chill rite?

no-brain objects single category a.k.a part 2

2009-02-27T17:10:00.001-08:00

haha. long time no see.no good

took tis while driving back home. 7-8 am. pure beauty.

my kancil crystal light along with it's seniors.

the car's on fire.federal highway. around 7-8pm.damn hot while passing by.

tats how people shud use their 2 megapixels phone for.and tats exactly how i'm using mine. not to call bf, to call gf. yuk~~ chiu~~ haix~!

part 1, human & pets single category

2009-02-22T16:49:00.000-08:00

Undertaker's wannabe

13 years of kaitai. and still are. xD

his most 'yeng' moment of his life.fucking cool

inspired by World Press Photo. pictures are of thousands words.
nothing is edited.friendship also not edited 1.

i have sharingan eye. lol

2009-02-20T10:55:00.000-08:00

i actually found out tat my left eye is actually noob noob dei 1. it is said to be static(?). even left eyebrown also cant move much 1. laugh* i also got a bit 'taukai' 1. dunno wat it is called in english. i can only translate it into japanese which is 'sharingan'. laugh*

now i'm jobless. 60% success rate also failed. tis year really bad luck. but still standing and still looking. i saw tis glimmer light, but i'm not gonna tell where it leads. hoho.

i'm currently following american time. i sleep at 12-1 pm normally. no good.

currently listening to Blink 182-Story of a Lonely Guy

2009-02-18T14:14:00.000-08:00

no good. i'm jobless. couldnt get the job.
no money. i'm broke.
no food. damn hungry. waiting for the nasi lemak stall to open.
no good. guitar string also putus. tis 1 really no good.
despite all these shitz, i dun feel a thing. i'm totally calm.
no job? i asked my fren to ask for me in digital mall. 60% succesful rate.
no money? earn alot spend alot. no earn no spend. simple like EADGBE.
no food? nasi lemak stall gonna open at 6.35. now adee 6.28. hoho
no string? later going to fix it. hoho
watever happens happen. let it be. solutions are always there. when there is will, there is way.
the reason i write tis post is just to distract myself. cuz i'm too hungry and if i just lie down, the urge to eat keeps coming. perfect timing! it's 6.32 am. talk about time management, i'm probably second to none. hoho. ciaoz

today, i wan to complaint!

2009-02-15T12:52:00.000-08:00

i actually went for a job interview and passed the interview. then the in-charge said tat she will call me regarding when to start work and stuff liddat. i dunno wheter it was my fault tat i gave the wrong handphone number of mine or her fault tat she called the wrong one. so of cuz, the receiver of the call wasnt me. unfortunately for me, the receiver is a no-good person and responded no-goodly. The In-charge got annoyed and said this sentence to this receiver which was overheard by my fren working there. it sounded like tis," since it is so complicating to get to this Chew Jia Jun, i will not either hire u or tis Chew Jia Jun!" arh~!!!! wat did i do tat i deserve tis? i were only waiting at home for the call...sob... i'm gonna call the office tmr as i blive "standing up,speaking up." totally no good and unfair for me. not like i'm gonna give up on tis rm8 per hour plus incentive, stoning-whole-day-is-possible job. muahahaha

genius? or hardwork?

2009-02-14T11:45:00.000-08:00

read an article in newspaper 2day. i find tis article rather interesting so i read it. it is about genius and hardwork. talents only play a small part tat cannot really open the gate of success. hardwork is the key. yea, i mean determination, confidence. tat article really shows me the light since i have no talent in anything, be it guitar playing, basketball or studies. it is said by a science or theory freak tat any1 can be the best by 10 years or 10,000 hours of practicing. tat is sheer determination. greatness comes to those who put in long hard hours (The Star, SBW8, 14 February 2009) just check out the article, it may open a bright pathway for u guys. since i'm a mr.goodguy, i'm gonna give out some example.LOL. only 1.
ever heard of The Beatles? they remain the best selling musical group of all time,but it did not come overnite. my taiko, John Lennon said tat they played for hours and hours, receiving little money and recognition. they did not give up. they trained for 8 hours a day, 7 days a week. compared to us orang Malaysia, mostly only jam for 1 hour a week. how to catch up la dei~? we only know to say tat they are geniuses, but hey, no 1 knows wat they been thru, the sweats,blood,tears. anyway, by the time the band were discovered, they had performed almost 1200 times. 1200x8hours? malas wanna count. most bands wont even perform for tat many times in their ENTIRE career. see the gap or amount of hardwork? those we cannot see dun fucking read my blog la. i give 1 more example la, last 1. beckham does 500 freekicks a day practising, 180,000 freekicks a year. if i do tat, it will be 'curl it like Jun' d la.

so leh, effort can be translated into an ability and talent tat we called GENIUS. if genius dun practise they also fucked up la. correct mou? any1 disagree dun read my blog.

the reason i type tis is to show u guys wat hardwork can do. i'm sure tis will help :)

i pening d. drank too much beer. haix. still, if i dun type tis out i dun feel good.ahaha. i not gonna double check wat i typed. if got any mistake, then sorry la. very tired d. i'm gonna check and edit probably tmr.

happy jealousy day!

2009-02-13T10:33:00.001-08:00

happy valentines day every1! wish u all will have a great day!

ok..enuff sarcasm. here's the real thing.

fuck valentine la.happy jealousy day to all the solo fighters.wat's the great thing bout 14th of Feb? its just another day. its just an ordinary day. just a day in the month of February. just a fucking number in the calendar. and its not even a public holiday. wan go out with girlfriend anytime also can la.. wats so special going out on 14th of feb?wat give flowers la, give chocolate la, go eat steaks la, candle light dinner la,kiss kiss la,sweet sweet la...yuck~!!! chisin~!! gila~!! sux~!!! totally hate it! making me cant go anywhere. why? stupid question. couples all everywhere, go out see people hold hands meh? or see people hug hugging each other? or go out be lamp post meh? haix.. really no good..

somemore tis year's birthday i forgot to make the wish. wat wish? stupid question, really stupid. wish to have a girlfriend la!! haix! 20 years, 20 fuckingly solid years....haix........

the mystery is why is it so hard for me to get a gf. not tat i wan a combo of pretty,hot chick with oversized boobies. i know where my standard is. i do not have height, muka also 20cent. but i have car!!kancil with crystal lights weih! well, my mama's car actually. can only be used at nite, but which bastards will go out during da day rite? so panas,somemore traffic jam. but of cuz, i dunwan to couple with girls i have no feeling towards. i rather stay as solo king than forcing myself to love. please, any1, solve tis mystery for me.

tis post does not expect any sympathy from WHS people. i just feel like typing all my heart contents out. keeping all tis to myself is not good to health.i also help most of the solo kings who does not have blogs to type out their feelings. stress kills. i just gotta release it all here, like all the guys does,well yea, release.

the conclusion is,valentines is no good, well, for now la.. ahahaha
people who never coupled b4 will understand. sob. ahahaha
those who are, plz treasure ur partner or u will end up regreting it.
my family do not have the traditions to celebrate "Jealousy Day."
my sister and me also dunwan celebrate la. tidur lagi bagus.
only my dad will celebrate with my mom. hehe
dunno wat i'm writing d.. malas wanna write d. frenz ajak play viwawa. ciaoz

i can wr1t3 waTevEr I wan in Myblog

2009-02-07T18:15:00.000-08:00

head pain no gain

2009-02-05T05:14:00.001-08:00

ok boys and girls
i wanna sleep d..
zzzzzzzzzzzzz....
wat fucking plan also cancel..
headache maut...
i will put new post when i wake up..
nitenite...

untitled

2009-02-04T19:08:00.000-08:00

i feel like my guitar skill and speed has slightly improved. but still, i still has a very very long way and a very very high hill to climb. my passion on guitar will never die, i know it since the very day i hold my guitar. there are so many things to learn. i dun think going for guitar lesson now is worth it. i need to increase my understandin and ability b4 i go for guitar lessons. the 6 strings on guitar is really difficult to master. haix. i used to think '6 strings only marhh.' how naive of me. haha.. i've invested rm99 for acoustic guitar,rm12 for capo, rm14 for classical guitar book, rm12 for 2 magazines and rm49 for my guitar bag. those price is my skills now, look how cheap it is. haha.. sux.. really sux.. i really wish tat i can turn back time so tat i can learn guitar in younger age. if i did, i wanna be in musical college. now i don't even dare to take tat path. TARc sux! <-----defamation?
exam on 2pm later. going out for breakfast now.

freedom day eve

2009-02-04T08:35:00.000-08:00

tmr is the last day of exam. now studyin in ahfatt's hse..yea,studyin.. my brain still suffer from the accident impact it cannot save any exam files inside.hahaha. but it can still operate on psp and guitar..hahaha..feels so good to be alive..ahahaha

lived to tell the tale.

2009-02-02T07:48:00.000-08:00

the survivors

the goner

after awhile of no-post session, i finally have a story worth posting. just now, which was 2nd february 2009, at 8 something nite, kaiyong and i went out to buy media law book. he suggested Summit, so there we go. it was raining like dog shitx. he lost his car control while cornering and the car went out of fucking control and we bang three times into da divider, which means we drifted three fucking times.i didnt put on safety belt cuz i was drinking soya bean.haha. instead, i tahan da impact with my knees on the tray.lucky no cars came from behind, if not we're dead bones..ahahha.. whoa~! i never experienced tis kind of shitx but it was full of excitement between life and death. for me, time was passing so sloow.for a second, i thought we are gonna die..haha. luckily we didnt charge straight down to da highway below. if we did, then i'm posting tis post in heaven now.ahahaha..my head bengkak abit cuz bang onto the windscreen, windscreen also cracked.haha..biasa ah, orang kuat ma, i also malas wanna brag about it..ahahahha.. the car's gone,leaving two survivors behind.

my clones

2009-01-23T13:07:00.000-08:00

simple,enjoyable and most importantly affordable.

2009-01-22T03:01:00.000-08:00

as a blogger, i blog fast and update fast. i just came back from Neway, sign in, upload pics and type shitz. went out with very-close frenz and cousin. and as usual, my singing sucks. sometimes, i use my own words to sing cuz i cant read chinese words.haha.. oh ya, never order warm water in Neway. it costs rm5++. great.

my route

2009-01-21T10:26:00.000-08:00

after so many traffic jams which is exams and misfortunes, i finally decide to stop by at 'rumah rehat gong xi fa cai' , then to negeri sembilan and then 'tempat rehat hari jadiku.' i can finally relax without pressure. during exams, i relax with pressure without pleasure.
yesterday, my route was to choose wat to buy with rm50. media law book, guitar bag or clothes. which ended up buying nothing. haix.
i'm getting a semi-acoustic guitar for my birthday.hoho. definitely a smooth route ahead.
silent is golden. so i shall stop here.

acousticism vs examination

2009-01-18T10:52:00.000-08:00

i love playin my guitar so much i can say 'FUCK exams.' ahahaha.. i wanna improve my skills, accuracy and speed. haikz.. i'm so fucking noob eventhough i played for almost a year. any1 can teach for free? ahahaha

explore-sive

2009-01-17T10:43:00.001-08:00

'changing the face' can change nothing.but 'facing the change' can change everything.
think not only the negatives, find positives in there.
fight not to kill, but to protect.
funny til u laugh, laugh til u cry, cry til u wipe, wipe til u dry. haha

so sien. exam on monday. again, note-less and care-less.
oh, my classmates and my frenz, plz do not worry bout me.
i'm a genius. i do not study,not until the very last min.
i just wanna be myself. plz, i just wanna be myself..hoho
i can remember the notes of last min flip through.
plz do not try tis at home. i've fully aware and understand the risks involved before attempting it.
thanks for the worry and care. hope tis will not affect u orang punya results.
be genius really sanfu..its really not easy..haikz...

a short post for a long day.it's over.

2009-01-17T00:09:00.000-08:00

of cuz its not game over.
today's exams are over.
very tough paper i've did.
very stress i've been thru.
very happy it's over.
the remaining remains the remaining.

for today, it's over.

be myself

2009-01-16T07:18:00.000-08:00

comics. unorganized is my middle name. ahahah.be myself

being myself is not to do revision, not to study for exam, chill, relax, baring-baring, baca comic, carefree, main guitar, tidur, on9, baca manga, watch tv, eat eat and eat, yumcha, laugh, show lanci face, act cool, shy, and drink hell alot of water..definitely no more emo..hoho

tmr MME and Cultural exam.. i dun even know wat does MME stands for and wat it is about...yet. ahahahahaha..

not great but not bad.

2009-01-15T09:36:00.000-08:00

my emotions swing has a wide radius.and it swings with pace and speed. therefore,today, i wanna say FUCK emo..hahahaha..emo just do not last long.emo has short lifespan.kesiannyer emo~haha..good things will arrive after bad things depart.absolutely no doubt bout it..

examples to support the above statements, i didnt even study for marketing exam and slept like pig.. and it turned out just fine. no problem doing the paper. i did my best ink-ing my answer paper, the rest is history. perhaps if i failed tis paper, i'm gonna be in emo state again? ahahahaha...

i wan to take tis chance to apologize to my frenz. u guys know la, emo memang macam tu..now its all cool..

malas wanna type d..waiting for my phone battery to fully consume electricity. tired and sleepy.ciaoz~

be urself?

2009-01-13T08:09:00.000-08:00

rm50 winner. david tan

be myself? right. wat if to be myself cannot bring me anywhere? i'm stuck if i'm to be myself. it is proven after 19(notyet birthday) years of experience and observations. so instead of comparing, i imitate. not cool huh? even more insulting. alot of things i said or did are not to my intentions. plz,forgive me. i'm sorry. do not misunderstand. tis is not a 'WHS' post. i do not have a 'H' to 'W' and 'S.' i was born with stupid and irrelevant expressions on my face. cool huh?

i'm bored. i got no notes to study. Thursday's exam. genius also will sked de la..

playing guitar and clearing my mind. need space to memorize for exam.

a guy named Jun

2009-01-13T01:13:00.000-08:00

i love my natural lanci look on my face. i love my unnatural smile. i love being short. i love being fat. who knows 1 day i might flash out some genuine smiles. just do not compare urself to others. by comparing, u r insulting urself.

injured.

2009-01-10T12:16:00.001-08:00

i'm injured from toe to shoulders to neck..sigh~sleep and hibernated from 11.59pm friday til 3.30 am today,sunday?(!!!)..me myself also sked d..cant even move my body much..sigh~ ~

i'm a genius~

2009-01-06T16:58:00.000-08:00

finally,i know how 2 read tabs. its super confusing and complicating. now i have a whole new world to explore. wahhaha.. owning~!

something like tis-

INTRO/VERSE

e|------------------------------------------|
B|------------------------------------------|
G|------0--------0--------0--------0--------|
D|----0---0----4---0----5---5----5---0------|
A|--3--------5--------7--------7------------|
E|------------------------------------------|

CHORUS

e|------------------------------------------|
B|------------------------------------------|
G|------0--------0--------0--------0--------|
D|----0---0----0---0----4---4----4---4------|
A|--------------------5--------5------------|
E|--3--------3------------------------------|

i love all tis~ beautiful.

2009-01-03T18:57:00.000-08:00

ice and fire?

a long way to a bright future?

i see a tiger chasing zebras.do u?

a very """happy""" new year

2009-01-03T17:52:00.000-08:00

(",)

solo lane

i thought new year always bring new things..or at the very least my luck will increase..but it seems to be getting worse..i struggle, i diam-diam(haha), i observe, i fight, i gamble, but nothing seems to be getting better,in fact, worsen. no money nvm la, chick also dunhave!!! wtf!!!?? even my mom also tak boleh tahan and asked me,"son ah son, u really no chick de ah?" wah i tell u, hurt ahhh~!! my frenz all also couple couple adee,all WHS habis.. not couple also, got target d,enjoying da process along da way.. me? give advice lor..counselling habis..act like very pro like tat, actually wat experience also tak ada..ada is actually ada, failed only..hahaha..for those who actually followed my advice, sorry la abang-adik sekalian~! i'm thinking i wan to have a girlfren for my birthday wish..huhu..alhamdulilah~!

imported post from my old blog. no 1 knew huh?

2008-12-29T13:03:00.000-08:00

Monday, October 27, 2008

i never thought of bloggin before. why i no thought of it before? because my english words mastery is not veli good. i always also think bloggers is people who is full of knowledges and has strong language mastery. maybe,just maybe, some doesnt blog to express feeling.but to attract attention or to critisize <-- (right spelling?).after 1 paragraph of intro and crap mixing together in harmony,i asked myself 'why am I doing now?' yes.i'm bloggin..
but for wat reason?

1) bored
2) something new, different
3)i can write watever i wan

honestly,i do not wan any1 to visit tis page if possible. i blog so tat i can recall wat am i doing at tis time,tis hour at tis age of tis era. i cant sleep cuz i slept da whole daytime away.i woke up at 11pm,and yea,i'm bloggin here. pathetic.

Expose-sive really exposing everything huh?

days with nothing but problems

2008-12-29T12:41:00.000-08:00

family problems ,cash problems, assign problems, chicks problems, frenz problems, fren's problems, exam problems, notes problems, entertainment problems, jamming problems, so many problems..hope new year will bring a change of fortune and may year 2009 be a ichiban year.. woooohooooo~!!

sigh~

2008-12-25T23:28:00.000-08:00

LOVE is KIND

A kind person is compassionate and he seeks to ease another person’s pain. He takes the time to soothe another person’s anxieties, fears or anger. He uplifts the down-hearted and the discouraged with kind words. He knows that a kind word is often sufficient to make a sad person smile.

A kind heart is a friendly heart. Thus he extends kindness by being a friend. He shares their concerns and their sufferings. He listens patiently. He offers the glad hand of friendship and extends goodwill towards others. So do I hasten to search out his virtues whenever I happen to see his faults? Remember, there is no happiness like that of a person whose heart is filled with goodwill towards others.

One thing a kind person always avoids is to hurt others with his criticism and sick jokes. Although some people will take advantage of our kindness, we should never be afraid to be kind since kindness will do us no harm, brings us no bitterness and cause us no regrets.

Henri Nouwen tells us, “Being kind is a human attribute. When we say, ‘She is a kind person’ or ‘He surely was kind to me,’ we express a very warm feeling. In our competitive and often violent world, kindness is not the most frequent response. But when we encounter it we know that we are blessed.
(plagiarized from carmen lin,26-12-08)

malas wanna type out wat i'm feeling rite now..so i just copied and pasted..tis happen in real life ....sigh~

a day in genting

2008-12-20T14:02:00.000-08:00

cable car (a year ago)
cable car (recently)

bunch of posers

brother and fucker

2008-12-17T16:39:00.000-08:00

some ppl really treat you like fucka even though u treat em' like brother..of cuz, some of my frenz are like tat too.. yea,some means not only ONE..tats disappointing..i observe and observe..my frenz got hurt and became victims of those people(i will not address u as bas-third)..yes, even kind,caring,hardworkin,lovely,cute,
handsome,short :(
people like me also kena..sigh~ for those people(again,i will not address u as bas-third),plz plz...plz...surrender urself..apologize,kena tiu abit,explain,correct ur attitude, ask for forgiveness again..i'm sure every1 can change their attitude..and i'm sure every1 can forgive and forget..and i'm sure every1 can brighten their darkside..walk the path of glimmer light dude,make it H.I.D..shine! more frenz better than more enemies, the more the merrier, dude.i will forgive u..u dun wanna spend christmas alone. :(

tis is Expose-sive u r reading..in Expose-sive, u can expect it's all the truth and facts..people can lie,but Expose-sive never even lied to a cow..

malang tidak berbau..no luck no smell

2008-12-16T23:55:00.000-08:00

i'm lost..and i'm a failure..

2008-12-16T17:31:00.000-08:00

i'm feel that i cant even do a simple thing right..everything has gone so wrong..yes indeed,i failed my entire life,until now..sad things happen more than happy things..yes,some said mistakes bring correction,correction brings experience.. i cant even correct it, so how can i gain experience? i dont wanna talk bout it anymore..waikit's watching..ciaoz...

randomness

2008-12-14T06:39:00.001-08:00

old times,me and yong (2005)

today's title: betrayal and sweetness

2008-12-13T12:52:00.000-08:00

ini dia,waikit yang pengecut

me and graceeee~ hahaha (2005 i think)

david,why ur face so red?

oh no no! of cuz, been betrayed is never sweet..it was so painful,the sakitness is unbearable tat i din have my breakfast,lunch and teatime meal..LOL i actually didnt have the key to get out from my house(hostel).so i slept my whole day away til er...8-9 pm like tat la..oh ya!!!! i have something scary to share..

The Intro --->when i was sleeping yesterday, i suddenly shouted (sub-consciously) some weird noise tat scared waikit's ass off ..after i shouted, he was stunned and scared..since at tat time, only the two of us were in the house. he looked at me,weirdly,and asked 'mat 7?'(wats wrong?). my eyes were open but my mind was still in dream land. i didnt reply and went back to sleep. after 2-3 mins i came back to my senses and asked waikit wat has happened and explain to him wat actually happened.sorry la bro.hahahaha

The Answer- well, its like tis, i'm kinda addicted to jamming these days..er..jamming means a group of people go to the studio playing musical instruments and sing..like a band..er..for example, Linkin Park, Simple Plan, Maroon 5 and etc + etc....clear?

i actually dreamt tat i was jamming. playing the song In The End by Linkin Park in my dream. yes, in the dream everything was so real, the drum, bass, guitar sound.. ok,here is the reason why,please read carefully. waikit,yes,abang chan wai kit was playing song with his laptop and the music he played "penetrated" my dream,my jamming session. i felt strange, the song In The End has lost its rhythm.i felt so disturbed..soooo strange..was like "wat the hell? in the end sound like tis de meh?" so sub-consciously i shouted. he thought i was looking at him, but no, i was like listening to the song he played and thinkin tat is not the rhythm In The End. tats it..i malas wanna type d.. oh ya, 'penetrated' means cut into,or something like tat..

today's title is actually not for today's post..i suddenly thought of tis scary story when i was typing paragraph 1.. so i typed tis out instead.now i malas wanna type d....check out the pictures 1st la..pictures title: betrayal and sweetness

today's a new day

2008-12-10T04:58:00.000-08:00

i started my day by watching the sun rise...drank a cup of white coffee, style hair, pack bag and late for class.. today is a day full of laughter.. who said laughter is the best medicine? sorethroat la sekarang.. malas wanna type d..ciaoz~!

struggling in life

2008-12-09T15:34:00.000-08:00

i just came back from a snooker game with my housemate and cousin bro..we did share abit of our life experience and i came to understand tat my fren is struggling desperately to earn profit..its not easy for him as his english language mastery isnt very good..and i always think tat i'm struggling..in fact, i'm just a frog under the well..i'm starting to realize tat i need to work harder (",)

p.s: won rm55 in snooker game..huhu

my neck and me

2008-12-08T13:18:00.000-08:00

my senget punya neck..reason for me to post tis? i expect symphathy from every1..hutang kasi lapuk la, minum kasi belanja la..fund raising? LOL..haha but seriously my neck bone senget 1,dunno wat they call in scientifically..doctor did ask me to exercise my neck daily,but i never did..3-4 years adee luuu...

too late to apologize? (plagiarised title from Mick a.k.a Agent 68 (?) )

2008-12-08T13:03:00.000-08:00

i just came back from a poker game with abang GGG and my cousin bro,abang lapsap.i won almost 120,000,yeah,in Donk currency..sorry for not replying those who pm me in msn..well,i did put my status as away..majority of them asking wheter i'm still wasted from yesterday's drinking.yesterday also din drink much.tiuz...makai~! i cannot blog 1 meh~? ikut trend sajer ma..deng~ i just feel like i need to underline wat i do everyday..apa boleh buat? short term memory punya pasal..sigh~

back to back post

2008-12-08T08:44:00.000-08:00

support larhh local band. macam bittersweet, seven collar T-shirt, bunkface. lagu diorang pun best aper..unless u orang bukan dengar lagu tapi ikut kesukaan majority la..

2008-12-08T08:22:00.000-08:00

liquor containing cobra,vietnam specialty

my family and I

only a few made it to the top of the mountain. my mom is the 1 in pink shirt

tis is vietnam, not a view from melati utama

1st thing 1st

2008-12-08T07:57:00.000-08:00

Couple of weeks ago, i went for a vacation to hanoi,vietnam with my family. yes,i didnt submit any letters to any tutors.i just skipped their classes, which almost got me barred. well, almost means no, i didnt kena..haha.. back to the topic, vietnam wasnt a very rich country. to survive, they only need 40,000-100,000 a day.currency? opps, it's in Donk,vietnam currency. 10,000 donk equals rm2 only larhh.. but dun play play, the scenery in the country are indeed , without a doubt, well, no words can describe the beauty. just check out the pictures. i learned a few of their local words as well. erm...for example, pee means 'lei tiu'(you fark) local people only say 'tiu', bargain pula is 'pok lei'(fark you)well actualy is (whack you). so how do we say 'after u pee then i pee?' it will be like 'after u fark then my turn to go in fark.' lol. i'l stop here.let the pictures do the talkin la.malas wanna type d